Christmas party
My Unit has a Christmas Party every year, so we decided to go and this is the picture that was taken. Sean didn’t see the clothes that I had laid out for Jade when he was getting dresses. 
: (
And it Starts!!!!
OK, So being in the Military and being Female, if you get pregnant when you have to get counciled. During the counciling, you have the option of being seperated from the service. With Sean deploying and with all the Jade things and with the baby on the way, I have decided that I will be seperated from the service.
All of which is no secret to anyone that I work with and around during my drill weekends. Today I was approached by the Chief of Staff, (he is the bosses,bosses boss) about my plans and where I wish to end up. My unit as a whole is disestablishing and so everyone needs to find homes anyways. But my job in the military is also going away, so I need to find a new job also.
But anyways, so before I could tell the COS what my plan was, he told me what my plan was. I mean everything sounds really good on paper, but I really truely have to think about my family. I will not depoly (since you never know) leaving a baby and jade. That is not my idea of what a mom should do (if she doesn’t HAVE to be in the military.)
