How do I handle
All the frustration in my life? Sometimes I feel like my life is completely out of control and I don’t know how to get a handle on things. It might be that I am so tired that thinking about dealing isn’t on my list. But here is a little of my frusterations as of right now:
1. Jade being behind in school and not wanting to work hard to get caught up.
2. BILLS and the fact we are broke
3. Sean not being able to start work for another few weeks
4. The baby being on a funny schedule
5. My room needs to be clean. REALLY BAD.
6. My recovery isn’t going very well.
7. Jade constant need for validation.
8. VIDEO GAMES!!!
9. Sean has quit smoking and has a VERY VERY short fuse.
10. Afraid to talk about all the stuff that truely bothers/worries me without being looked down upon or ridiculed.
I am pretty sure that #10 is the source of all my frusterations. I wish that I could sit down and just talk about all my frusterations without all the repercusions that I think I would receive. I would never write all the stuff on the blog since anyone would be able to read it. So, I will keep it inside and maybe one day I will just explode. On that day, I will post a blog that says I FINALY exploded.
I just need to start looking for solutions and stop feeling sorry for the situations that drive me crazy. That will be my goal for next week. (lol…I am putting it off…maybe I will get to it…..NO, I need to get to it..)
